forgive me for being dirty
Would you rather have diarrhoea or constipation? I choose to have diarrhoea cuz at least I get it all out. Constipation tends to get really painful, long and dreadful. A really dreadful wait indeed. Sometimes we feel so stuck, unsure whether if we manage to get it all out, will it hurt? Then we decided not to proceed, the pain is unbearable. We feel unfinished. Longing business gets unnoticed.
Diarrhoea is painful too. We sweat it all out and it just won’t stop. You have no idea that you have to excrete this much out from you, yet you just have to.
We all know I’m talking about things figuratively here. Very well know I am not talking about such bowel problems per se.
This morning, I chanced upon the story of the boy who finally spoke about how dinner was bad one day, after having selective mutism for very long. This was cuz, all the while things have been okay for him.
Things are not okay now. That is why I am having a verbal diarrhoea via Tumblr.





